They say your darkest days have the longest nights
guess i been without light for a long time
Stuck in a rut like nothing is gonna change
Too bad i den used up my life lines

Lost the girl of my dreams a few months ago dont wanna speak up on it but its good though

when you been talking for So long energy still there its so hard just to let it go

But i been struggling with depression, burning trees for the stressing
Not writing no raps playing my old sessions

Looking for what im missing deep inside of my self thinking i should quit music place my mic up on the shelf

Friends turn to enemies killing all of the memories last year whooped my ass both mentally and physically

Peers steady asking am i feeling alright i rather take the glock 40 blow my Brains out the right

But

It aint that bad just what it seems like maybe im just over reacting mixing misery with company is a perfect reaction faking smiles in the public is only a faction

But I cant loose my grip i gotta keep up the traction keep running with the squad gotta stick with the passion so im back in the lab with these beats that im crafting

It may look like im happy but im Tom with the acting

Hold up


Verse 2

Got women in my inbox husband and all wanting to be friends but she selling the draws claiming thats shes fed up and shes ending it all not to mention that she pregnant 7 months down the hall

She spittin cash money and i fell for the cents it boosted my confidence but to a certain extent comes to find out why she doing the shit she mad cuz she wanna get back at her friend

Damn

Women can be evil as fuck probably why i cant find no love rather have me a boo thats stuck to my arm than to be smashing these random chicks with my dick in a glove

It aint too much to ask but im guessing it is maybe god telling me i aint passing his quiz maybe im not attractive i aint got that gift Probably putting in more thought than it actually is

Maybe i should try to relax my heart is the only reason i support them facts
A broken man is just as strong as he acts its hard to keep the momentum when you stabbed in the back

I wear the fucking scabs like a flag on my back at war with my team im the soulja for that im the frontline nigga i aint gotta react Just know if i do i'll put yo head on a plaque nigga